Slosh, the long version
There
are days
when I feel
I am a mere
slosh
of
unbalanced
chemicals
stumbling
across
a high wire.
Today
is such
a day.
This week,
full of
weaken
bottomless
days
where
I experience
the rise
of rage
and
the fall
of shame
Unable
to accept
the what I am,
struggling
to keep my
angry bear
in check.
I dissociate
in dismay
and disarray
as the paws
that are
suppose
to be
attached
to my shins
are unable
to feel
Mother Earth’s
girth
and my brain
is trapped again
against the walls
of darken room
without windows
and
a microscopic
door that
leads a
fear-ish fairy
who tells me
that the only days
left to me
are angry
disassociated
straight
jacketed
days.
Stranded on
the roller coaster.
that I am.
Do you know that feeling when you go from feeling like you are scum of the earth to feeling angry ar the guy who is driving a bit too slow on the highway to feeling grateful and happy to be alive all in one day? You just nailed all what I just said with “Stranded on
the roller coaster.
that I am.”
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Do you know that feeling when you go from feeling like you are scum of the earth to feeling angry ar the guy who is driving a bit too slow on the highway to feeling grateful and happy to be alive all in one day? You just nailed all what I just said with “Stranded on
the roller coaster.
that I am.”
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Thanks. Appreciate your comment. Yes, I know those feelings.
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